Modern life is not what it seems at all. Humanity on Earth has been separated from the greater consciousness of the universe. The vibration, frequency or energy that passes through us all and gives us existence also connects us. When our bodies and other planes of vision or dimensions are clear, we are simply at […]
Tutorial is Over
This year has been a long one. Forcing one to become insightful and mindful Seeing into the red scene beneath the scar Looking at your own reflection, and speaking aloud “is this thy fate or misfortune,” “my fault or the universe design” “his words or her thoughts “ My thoughts as I look into the […]
Being Responsible with my Power
I went to a strip club after being away from the scene for a year and a half now. I told one of the dancers that I do tarot and astrology and she was like that’s scary. Considering it’s what I love to do, I understand the stigma surrounding it because of media and religious […]
The Humble Heretic
For a long time, I have been passionate about “The Occult”, Astrology, Tarot, and ancient philosophies of international cultures. Early on in life, I rejected the standard notion of Christianity. I found the typical church culture to be vapid and vain. I will talk about it in a video though. Just this year, I returned […]
Dear Divine Masculine
As I laid next to my husband, I started to think about the state of masculinity. It is sad to see good men wasting away on consumerism. Ideas lost in the so-called free market. Disappointed by their fathers. Neglected father and child relationships. Unemotionally disconnected to society in an unhealthy way. On the internet, it’s […]
Why am I a Shaman?
I decided to call myself a shaman because it seems to be the only title, I’m happy to call myself. It encapsulates all my Self.
A Letter on Love
The nature of True Love. So mysterious and desired. Yet it is so easy to fall in love. We know what it is and at the same time we do not. Well we can go a scientific route and start eliminating what it isn’t. Love is not sex or sexual. Love is not tyrannical. It […]
Protected: The Truth
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Dive In Don’t hold your breath Keep Running Stretch out those legs Just Jump Don’t close your eyes Just Relax Don’t focus, just float Lose your Mind You don’t need it for this Find your soul It will be your guide Gasping and panting Feeling the pleasure in your veins Climax together Elements smash together […]
Seeds of Paradise
How reasonable are expectations of love? Real genuine love that fills you to the brim like a perfect herbal tea when the aroma is enough to sustain you before you even take a sip? Are we even sure we can define real love in this age? It seems hard to do so these days considering […]