When I think back on my life, I feel the sting of tears on the corners of my eyes. They used to come on more intensely.
The sound of my daughter’s unfettered laughter without a dark cloud hanging over. The starlight of my children remind me of the balance of life and death that we walk each day. How grateful I am for how far we come. The pursuit of silent genocide against my ancestors remind me to walk with power every day. The sorrowful beauty of their pain to press on in search of liberation for our people.
My eyes fill with tears when I stare at the night sky. I am so filled with joy to have been chosen specifically to fulfill a special purpose on this planet. I have seen with my human eyes marvels revealed to me as proof of the loving divine. Speechless, it was beholden to me the magnificent wonder of the cosmos and revelation of my ability to understand it. Astrology is the expression of this divine connection we earthlings have with the entire universe. Light burst through my heart radiates through my body when I find a chain in a pattern that unlocks a whole new section of the masterpiece of life.
When I look at my lover, my prince charming, my chest gushes forward with awe. Each morning, i smile in a strange disbelief I am truly living in a real fantasy. My eyes almost cannot linger too long on his body. electricity blooms in my fingers and the intensity. I cry joyfully at my past was actually a dream state of ignorance and glad that I am emerging into a sense of clarity and acceptance. Softness comforting me allows my tears to fall easily down my smiles. The residue being washed off hard edges built up over the ages.
