A bitter broken heart

Romance is practically impossible for me. I'm not sure how to deal with feelings in general and romantic feelings are extremely confusing for an analytic type like me. I don't get it being totally honest. I'm still married at the moment but can I say this is the love of my life? I've been in … Continue reading A bitter broken heart →

Angel Code| Pt. 3

Lora took the device over to her computer. She logged in and connected the device with the USB cable. It ran a software installer. She ran the program it installed. The device turned on and the internal mechanisms whirred near silently. Then spoke. …0…1….2…activated… A feminine figure of blue light appeared inside the device. It … Continue reading Angel Code| Pt. 3 →

The Torment of Dissatisfaction

A planet of sorrows it truly is. Full of despair despite our efforts at candied decadence. Giving fat pigs and hideous hippos makeovers in attempting to create more and more beauty like never before seen, and if you squint or otherwise inebriated, they look beautiful to in some kind of way. Unique combinations of flavors … Continue reading The Torment of Dissatisfaction →

Angel Code| Pt.2

…Good morning Felix, it is, 8:28 am December 21st 2004…scanning new files…updating system…displaying model…satelite connection stable "Hey Anny," Felix smiled feebly. He had been on the run for five years now. During his AWOL, he heard about the strange untimely deaths of his colleagues Terry, Micheal and Johnathan through secret letters from Lora and the … Continue reading Angel Code| Pt.2 →

Angel Code | Part 1

… …… ….. . "0..1…2…." "I am Activated." The voices cheered at the sound of the voice waking up. "Multiple voices detected, Camera and microphone activated, identification mode on ." The curious faces stared at the camera blinking on and rotating to look at them. There were more sounds of excitement and chatter. "Incredible, She's … Continue reading Angel Code | Part 1 →

To my great grandchildren,

My grandmother was extremely important in my life. Though I did not get to spend as much with her as I should have. I used to be so upset about missing out on time with her. That was before I knew her Love still embraced me when I needed comfort and protection. She made a … Continue reading To my great grandchildren, →

Frustration of the Carve, Sacral Release Pt. 2

WARNING: graphic and frank discussion of sex and raw emotion Here I sit at the end of this month (Feb) after abstaining from sexual pleasure for an entire month. I did do a Venus ritual on valentine's day but that was a revel in goddess energy, not mere sexual gratification. I realized more about myself … Continue reading Frustration of the Carve, Sacral Release Pt. 2 →

Opening My Sacral Chakra (Pt. 1)

In healing the sacral chakra I've decided to become abstinent, which is connected to Venus transiting Aries as it is my natal placement. I'm a married woman so making this decision actually does affect someone else but he will benefit I will explain later on. Healing my sacral chakra is important because it is the … Continue reading Opening My Sacral Chakra (Pt. 1) →

Recovering the Root Chakra

The root chakra is represented by the Earth and the color red. Like blood for our body, the root chakra is the foundation of our spirit, the well spring of our energy. It is our connection to the ground with its location at the base of the spine where we are connected to our legs … Continue reading Recovering the Root Chakra →

Activating the Subconscious

I have had vivid dreams my whole life. My mother is Haitian and is deeply spiritual. She used to read tarot cards all the time when I was little but she stopped later on. I don't know why. She always kept the cards though. I suspect it had to with the conflict most people have … Continue reading Activating the Subconscious →