Tutorial is Over

This year has been a long one. Forcing one to become insightful and mindful Seeing into the red scene beneath the scar Looking at your own reflection, and speaking aloud “is this thy fate or misfortune,” “my fault or the universe design” “his words or her thoughts “ My thoughts as I look into the […]

Dear Divine Masculine

As I laid next to my husband, I started to think about the state of masculinity. It is sad to see good men wasting away on consumerism. Ideas lost in the so-called free market. Disappointed by their fathers. Neglected father and child relationships. Unemotionally disconnected to society in an unhealthy way. On the internet, it’s […]

Why am I a Shaman?

 I am a Shaman Initiate. That is what I’ve discovered is the best suited role for this incarnation. I came to understand this through reflection and meditation. I have wanted to be a doctor growing up as I was always interested in helping others feel better or just learning more about people. I narrowed it […]

The Initiation

Dive In Don’t hold your breath Keep Running Stretch out those legs Just Jump Don’t close your eyes Just Relax Don’t focus, just float Lose your Mind You don’t need it for this Find your soul It will be your guide Gasping and panting Feeling the pleasure in your veins Climax together Elements smash together […]

Solar Eclipse

How one misses the feeling of their former self Whether it be youth, whether it was the freedom Those are our best times, when we were happy A time that was either so far away or even as recent as moments ago. Happiness is a time we cherish, a time that we wished could last […]